ADHD The Undying Disease

 

 

  

When you look at my face,

it is just as ugly to you?

I’ve dealt with these feelings

far to long.

It’s been a long painful road,

with every days end another

nail is nailed in my coffin.

I wonder why am I so dead inside?

I hate myself so much that it’s unbearable.

Everyday leaves another scar.

I’m constantly stitching myself together,

but sooner or later there will be no more to stitch.

Then what?

There’s a zombie hiding my face,

I’m so faceless! 

So expressionless.

Jesus, does anybody care?

There’s something hidden within me,

something cryptic, something I despise!

This pain is unbelievable,

sometimes I can’t bare it.

I bet no one listening even care.

I can’t focus!

I can’t concentrate!

The ADHD is an undying disease.

The pages in my head keep turning,

uncontrollably.

It’s killing me!

You all don’t understand.

I don’t even understand it myself.

I guess I am truly messed up…

 

 

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