A Thousand Lifetimes

 

The words pour out of her heart, they are coming from somewhere deep within her, it is a primal need. A primal urge to tell all to this person that she feels like she can trust, this person that she confides in. There is something there for her, but at the same time there is not. There is no need to hide when she talks to her, there’s a deeper understanding here. But it is unspoken. She sits there reading, reading. Waiting, waiting. Be patient, patient darling. There! It goes, yes, it goes. She rips it apart, tears it down. The wall she sits behind, hides behind, it is falling. Crumbling just like her mind and heart. Everything she once knew is changing, everything is changing. Her heart beats her mind in this, so she decides to speak. She speaks with her heart, and her mind, all at once. For the first time in a thousand lifetimes. Something’s missing from them, and it’s thrilling and terrifying when she thinks that maybe the other is the missing piece. She can taste her on her lips, can feel her in her arms. It’s a memory from long ago, so long ago. Something inside her screams the others name, it shatters through the chaos of her mind and everything goes silent. Silent stillness, for her body is now still. She’s thinking, thinking long and hard. What to do? What should she do? She’s lost, left fumbling in the dark for the light that’s not there.

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