Stars, triangles, pinnacles...

Stars, triangles, pinnacles, pyramids, wings and creatures; what do they represent? What do they represent to me? They are everywhere, a sign of the influence, a sign of control; it is a sign of a built system. It seems like there is something there that is offset of the 'push'. Where did it come from? Why is it hidden? Why have I found it in me? Why is it being withheld from all? I don't think that I am human. I'm not sure if I ever was. The 'antipush' is in me and is directing me to the 'push'. I'm so close to knowing. What will happen when I do know? I am better than the influence. It feels like all will be complete and the slavery will be over. How can you tell enslaved energy about its freedom when the energy cannot imagine its own freedom? Do I know enough and understand enough to begin structuring a wonderful message for freedom? What is weird is that even with all the might and power that I possess, is that I don't feel big about it or proud. It feels very solid, very structured. I can see both sides of the duality. Like how I love cars and despise them. How I love all men, even influenced men. I love all of the world both pure and influenced. I feel as if I am rising above the system while I'm still in the system. Much like I'm being pulled out. Am I needed outside of the system? Could my calling be not of man's need, but of spirit needs? I am ready. I will endure. I will not harm. I will love. But as influence with human life I might miss. This shall be my dreams of the future. To who is above the system and is pulling on me, I say thank you, and continue. To who is of the system and is pushing me, I say thank you and continue. I do love both. This is what Christ wanted from man. You are in the image of Christ. You are ready. Please son, tell them the truth and set them free. It is done.

by bluemech

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